I am so scared of being alone,
Or being isolated.
Why do I care what they think?
I'm scared of being hated.

I am so scared of being seen,
Afraid to be known.
Why do I care if they see me?
I'm scared of being alone.

I am so scared of the dark,
The absence of any light.
What is it about dark I fear?
I'm scared of eternal night.

I'm so scared of the things I do,
Don't let me leave my mark.
Why do I hate me when the lights go out?
I'm scared of the dark.

I'm so scared of the world around,
My lifes not really mine.
Why did change take it away from me?
I'm still so scared of time.

I'm so scared of all the change,
Nothing I have is sound.
Why can't it just leave me alone?
I'm scared of the world around.

I'm so scared of being judged,
Of not making the cut.
Why am i never good enough?
I'm scared to be stuck in this rut.

I'm scared of all this crying,
My mind so black and smudged.
Why am I always crying?
I'm scared of being judged.